tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36927587838759129642024-03-05T07:50:04.722-08:00A gwan back yardGetting back to basics.Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.comBlogger30125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-16426372955080619712016-02-02T15:09:00.001-08:002016-02-02T15:10:23.206-08:00Do you care if your bobby pins show?<span mce_style="color: #800000;" style="color: maroon;"><span mce_style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;" style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">I
was in the bathroom at work when I looked down and next to the toilet
was the smallest bobby pin I've ever seen. So as soon as I got back to
my desk I decide to look up mini bobby pins, because it was so
adorable. (How did I not know they were a thing?) Anyway...as I'm
looking I find all these pics of hairstyles with clearly visible bobby
pins. Sometimes, they're part of the style, but sometimes...I don't
think they are????</span></span><br />
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<span mce_style="color: #800000;" style="color: maroon;">So
if Naptural85 is on this wagon I'm at least considering it. But
honestly, I spend so much time making sure my bobby pins don't show!
I've got black, brown and blonde bobby pins so that I can pick the pin
that best matches the color of my hair in a specific section or time of
year. Time wasted?</span><br />
<span mce_style="color: #800000;" style="color: maroon;">What do you think? Do you hide your bobby pins? Do you show them off? Not care one way or the other?</span>Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-24474858441411992472015-11-21T23:14:00.001-08:002015-11-21T23:42:24.915-08:00"Massive Bun" TutorialI love a massive bun. This version doesn't require a donut or any added hair.<br />
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Here are some pics of previous buns I did the same way:<br />
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<br />Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-68975285109981940662015-10-20T19:02:00.002-07:002015-10-20T19:02:05.757-07:00Transitioning to Fall<div style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 1.5; margin-bottom: 10px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline; word-wrap: break-word;">
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Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-18379496151802034402015-08-13T09:01:00.001-07:002015-08-13T09:01:29.355-07:00How I Learned to Love My Shrinkage"Shrinkage is real" I've posted a few IG pics with this caption. It's a statement of fact. My hair shrinks. Natural black hair shrinks...but shrinkage isn't a bad thing. A lot of naturalistas (and natural brothas) would disagree with me. Me from 2 years ago would disagree with me. I had to do a lot of soul searching and questioning before I got to where I am. Here's how it went...<br />
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Question #1: Why do I hate shrinkage?<br />
Answer #1: Because it hides the true length of my hair.<br />
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Question #2: Hides it from whom?<br />
Answer #2: Well...everyone!<br />
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Question #3: Why do you care how long other people think your hair is?<br />
Answer #3: *Blushing* I don't? I shouldn't anyway.<br />
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Question #4: What does long hair indicate?<br />
Answer #4: Beauty, femininity, health<br />
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Question #5: Isn't your face beautiful? What's more feminine than your curves? How is shrinkage unhealthy?<br />
Answer #5: My husband seems to find my face beautiful and I do have some womanly curves. And shrinkage...well shrinkage actually shows how healthy my hair is. If it didn't shrink I would know my hair was damaged.<br />
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Question #6: Why do you hate shrinkage?<br />
Answer #6: I don't. I love my shrinkage.<br />
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Can you love your shrinkage, too?Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-83228658341755233192015-02-01T15:07:00.001-08:002015-02-01T15:07:59.630-08:00Natural Hair Updo: Protective Styling or CamouflageWhich is it for you? Are you a protective styler or does your hair go up to hide a bad twist out? I am generally not a protective styler. I feel like I have a pretty good routine that by and large keeps my hair protected...and I like my hair to match my mood. <br />
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I haven't decided if natural hair videos are something that I plan to do regularly, but here's one showing how I do my camouflage updos.<br />
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<br />Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-78687308974311948752015-01-17T05:34:00.002-08:002015-04-17T09:20:16.985-07:00You got that "good hair" thoughI hear it a lot and I know it's meant to be an excuse, but lately it's been sounding more and more like an accusation. Here's a sample conversation:<br />
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<b>She said:</b> Oooh! Your hair is so pretty. What do you use?<br />
<b>I said: </b>Well I co-wash with TRESemme Naturals Conditioner, seal with grapeseed oil and use Shea Moisture Smoothie to style.<br />
<b>She said:</b> Then what? How do you style it?<br />
<b>I said:</b> After I co-wash and seal I divide my hair into sections, detangle and two-strand twist each section. In the morning when it's dry I un-twist, separate and fluff.<br />
<b>She said: </b>(looking at me doubtfully) Is it hard to do?<br />
<b>I said:</b> No, not really. It just takes practice.<br />
<b>She said:</b> It would be impossible for me. You got that good hair though.<br />
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What the flip?! <br />
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So I used to get into the whole "there's no such thing as good/bad hair, all hair that's cared for is good, we all need to accept and love our hair the way it is" argument. I gave that up, because to be honest, it's a moot point in this conversation. I know what <b>she </b>means by "good hair". And <b>she </b>knows that I know what <b>she </b>means by "good hair." And I know that <b>she </b>knows that I know... and on and on and on....<br />
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Nowadays my answer to this excuse/accusation is, "No, I don't."<br />
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It's amazing! Once upon a time I'd have been flattered beyond belief if someone said that to me. Now I get upset.<br />
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I don't like the implication that:<br />
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1. I've told <b>her </b>something that isn't true (It's not hard, it just takes practice.)<br />
2. That any work I've put into my hair is insignificant because my hair doesn't take work.<br />
3. That <b>she </b>knows someone's hair struggles/victories/story just because <b>she </b>thinks <b>she </b>knows their hair texture.<br />
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But mostly I don't like that defeatist attitude that <b>she</b> has been conquered (or expects to be conquered) by <b>her </b>hair and therefore has given up before even starting. I shouldn't have to prove my nappy status just so <b>she </b>starts believing in the possibilities of what <b>her</b> hair could do and be. <br />
<br />Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-92104011173103703852014-04-19T13:13:00.004-07:002014-04-19T13:13:46.538-07:00Are you a goo hoarder???<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">I
don't know if goo hoarders are better or worse than product junkies,
but we probably take up just as much room. For a really humorous
discussion of goo hoarding please see the first 5 minutes of this Jenna
Marbles video:</span></span><br />
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feel like my goo hoarding is based on the cheapness that keeps me from
being a product junkie. I won't buy a lot of different products, but I
will hold on to every last teaspoon of product in a tub regardless of
whether or not it's a useful amount. I'm spring cleaning today and
finally talked myself into tossing two tubs of hair product that had so
little product in that there was hardly enough for a section of hair let
alone an entire head. However...there is still is a small crate of
half filled bottles and (even worse) foil paks of products that I
haven't used in the last year and a half but CANNOT throw away because I
don't have time to have a panic attack today.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">So...are you a goo hoarder, too?</span></span>Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-86797638108443046092014-02-26T07:30:00.002-08:002014-02-26T07:30:48.359-08:00AnticipationIt's a miracle there aren't more car wrecks. So many of the decisions we make on the road are based on anticipating the behaviour of other drivers based on experience (for some of us, years and years of experience) but very little real-time data. I almost plowed into the back of a car this morning because it stopped about 10 feet short of where I anticipated it would. The data I was missing was the drivers desire to switch lanes behind a car that would have been right next to him had he stopped where I thought he would. When you turn on your blinker you anticipate that someone in the next lane will slow down and make room for you to change lanes. (This is generally true, unless you drive in Manhattan, Atlanta, Mumbai or on I-70 past the St. Louis airport during evening rush hour. In these cases experience has taught you that your blinkers are flashy ornamentation and essentially useless.)<br />
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So because I am me, I decided to see how far I could stretch this little lesson. Where else in my life do I see wrecks? Make-up application. I have, more than once, anticipated that a color or a product would look fabulous on me...and I was wrong. Fashion. See make-up explanation above. Relationships. Yes, relationships....<br />
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In relationships, we do an awful lot of anticipating. If we're not communicating often and effectively with our loved ones, we anticipate without real-time data. If the loved one does what we anticipated, we nod and smile smugly and forget to say thank you. Our loved one feels unappreciated and taken for granted. If the loved one doesn't do what we anticipated, we feel thrown for a loop, and possibly even deceived. Anticipation is more likely between loved ones with a lot of history...we base so much on our experience of that other person, without allowing for the normal changes and growth that happen to us all over time.<br />
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Bottomline: Keep the lines of communication open so you don't wreck your relationships.Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-29883308504618863412014-01-20T06:45:00.001-08:002014-01-20T06:45:16.213-08:00Twist-out Evolution1st day, 2nd day, 3rd day hair. Some people like doing their hair everyday. I'm not one of those people. I like to do a style and have it last a day or two. The thing with natural hair is that it changes from day to day...sometimes from hour to hour. I've had a wash 'n go look one way in the morning and completely different by lunch and then different again by the time I get home in the evening. Since the cold set in, I've been doing up-do's, buns, braid-outs and twist-outs and I try to make them last. Here's the evolution of my last twist-out:<br />
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1st day hair:<br />
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This was the result of a 3-strand twist out that was supposed to result in ringlets. I didn't get ringlets and I'm not sure if it was my product choice, application or twisting technique, but I still loved the results. I pineappled* my hair that night and got this the next morning:</div>
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Look at that stretch! It's starting to loose definition now, but I was happy. I pineappled again this night and the next and got this:<br />
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More stretch, but very little definition left. It's fuller and softer than the 1st day look though. It'll be re-twisted tonight, but there's no telling what it'll look like tomorrow.</div>
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*Pineappleing: Pulling all the hair gently to the top of the head and securing with a scarf, scuncii or hair tie before going to bed for the night. This stretches the hair and somewhat preserves curl/definition.</div>
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Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-59770546688810157092013-10-16T09:46:00.004-07:002013-10-16T09:46:41.677-07:00Confession: I've been a bad, bad girl...<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">I've been careless with my
delicate hair. I kept going from style to style without washing or conditioning
for about a week and a half. I started with a wash 'n go, then I went to a twist out, then some up-dos. When I finally sat down to detangle it was
bad...really bad. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">I was in the last week of a 30-day finger detangling challenge (no combs allowed). I soaked my hair with water and used a ton of conditioner, but I still lost a lot of hair. My ends were so raggedy and rough I ended up trimming a full
1/2 inch off the ends. *shakes head* I basically lost a month's
worth of growth. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">As sad as that makes me, I also gained some styling experience. I'm still trying to
decide whether or not it was worth it, but I'm determined to view every learning experience on this journey as a positive.</span></span>Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-56552974475088488942013-09-05T07:25:00.002-07:002013-09-05T07:25:43.651-07:00Procrastination and PerfectionI let my first anniversary with natural hair pass by without a blog post. It was July 23rd. I had this whole Natural Hair Journey slide show I was gonna do...but I kept putting it off. Then the day was upon me and it wasn't done...or rather...it wasn't done perfectly.<br />
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If you know me, then you know these two themes dominate my life. So much doesn't get done because I put things off until they can be done perfectly, and if I can't do it perfectly I won't do it at all. One of the lessons I've learned this past year is that "perfect" is a limiting qualification. It doesn't allow for error, creativity or collaboration. Sometimes something imperfect is still right. And sometimes submitting a rough draft gives you the opportunity to get ideas from others. Obviously I've learned this lesson somewhat imperfectly, but I'm a person in progress....still learning, still growing.<br />
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So here's my imperfect hair journey documentation...no slide show...no music...just me!<br />
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Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-29007287977948183972013-02-20T07:05:00.001-08:002013-02-20T07:05:17.162-08:00My first flexirod set on natural hair<div class="boardPostBody">
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>There wasn't a whole lot of rhyme or reason to the way I put them in. I only have 24 flexirods and I was just trying to use all of them, but still not make any section too large so that I'd have to separate it a lot. I very gently misted each section with water with a little coconut oil in it and my Curls Unleashed Curl Creme. I detangled with a detangling comb, then a fine tooth comb, wrapped the end with curling paper and rolled on the flexirod.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>This morning I took out the flexirods and papers and carefully rolled each section back up.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>Some of them were a little damp still, but I soldiered on. I covered my hands in coconut oil and started separating the curls, twirling each separated section into a little drop curl. The first curls I rolled right in front were kind of fuzzy (I didn't put enough product on them or smooth them well before rolling) so I pinned those areas back.</span></span></span><br />
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Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-67446641821508623082013-01-24T14:52:00.000-08:002013-01-24T14:52:14.876-08:006 Months NaturalWhen I started this Natural Hair journey, I decided not to use heat or color for the first year. I'm halfway there and I already have ideas of what I'm going to do, but in the meantime I thought I'd celebrate this milestone with a few poems I've written. Enjoy!<br />
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">A Natural Acrostic Poem<br /><br />Never imagined how much<br />A simple haircut would change<br />The way I see myself<br />Unique and strong and beautiful<br />Real hair meets real life<br />All eyes on me and I'm<br />Loving it!</span></span> <br />
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<span style="color: blue;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;">Natural Haiku<br /><br />Springy coils and curls<br />Smiling boys and flirting girls<br />Rain or sun we shine</span></span>Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-16954813635654508692013-01-16T08:51:00.005-08:002013-01-16T08:51:58.357-08:00Every Marriage is Work<div class="MsoPlainText" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I have a few single friends that are ready for marriage. In speaking to them, one thing that either doesn't occur to them or it scares them, is that marriage is work. </span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">This is a truth that is inescapable, but it isn't a truth that should be dreaded. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">The worst marriages are like a demolition job, tons of energy going into tearing down each other and everything you've built together. Without proper care, people will get hurt and when you're done there's nothing left but rubble.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Some marriages aren't as tragic...they're more like clearing the brush from an abandoned piece of property. It takes a lot of energy, there's a possibility of getting hurt and sometimes it's best to bring in professionals before too much harm is done. When you're done you're left with a bare piece of land. You might be able to build something on it, if you've still got the energy and/or desire.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">The best marriages are like tending a garden. The work is done lovingly and with pride, working with nature instead of against it. The resulting paradise is worth every drop of sweat.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-25017480447838417892012-12-24T06:23:00.003-08:002012-12-24T06:23:52.369-08:00Length Isn't Everything<div class="MsoPlainText" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I had a family member ask me recently, "Why in the world, when black women are fighting for every last inch of hair length, would you cut your hair."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;"> At the time I tried to explain that I was "going natural" in many aspects of my life. I also pointed out that the length I had before wasn't healthy. After he left...as so often happens to me...I came up with the most concise and accurate answer: Going natural isn't as much about a hairstyle as it is about a lifestyle.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">When I began this journey I had a lot of reasons: money, ease, living clean and chemical free, rejecting media controlled standards of beauty and exploring my identity as a black woman in America. The one reason that kept me from doing it for a long time was...well...I was fighting for every last inch of hair length. I knew going natural would eventually result in my having to cut off my relaxed hair. I tried to hold on to as much length as possible by transitioning, but that didn't last. When I finally did my big chop I was pleasantly surprised at how much I loved the short hair.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">So here's my question: </span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Why have we equated long hair with beauty? There are countless blogs, charts, products and videos all geared towards the goal of long hair. So many naturalistas set length goals for themselves. My goal is healthy hair. If my healthy hair also happens to be long hair, so be it, but I'll be beautiful regardless.</span></div>
Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-24316472661178318682012-12-24T06:22:00.001-08:002012-12-24T06:22:13.778-08:00Expectation is the Mother of Disappointment<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>This is a saying my husband and I have. We usually apply it to the relationships we see crumbling (or never getting off to a good start ) around us. We analyze and pick apart the people in these relationships and generally come to the conclusion that one or both of them had expectations that were disappointed. Often times those expectations were ridiculous and unrealistic.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>When you find yourself disappointed in life, whether it's something important like love, or less important like your hair, check your expectations first. Were they reasonable? Was there any way for them to be realized? Once you've answered these questions honestly, the road ahead is usually pretty clear.</span></span></span><br />
Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-6524706533840926582012-10-23T07:01:00.003-07:002012-10-23T07:02:25.459-07:00Shrinkage, Stretching and GrowthLast night I tried banding for the first time. This is a heat-free method of stretching the hair. It's officially been 3 months since my big chop and I wanted to really see how much my hair has grown. <br />
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First, I sectioned my hair into 6 parts. I spritzed each section with water, detangled and used ouchless hair bands to band each section. I took pictures after banding just one side. Comparing the banded and un-banded section you can already get a good idea of the shrinkage I'm dealing with.<br />
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Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-62688179373952145242012-10-12T06:19:00.000-07:002012-10-12T06:19:00.017-07:00I don't know! And that's okay."I don't know!"<br />
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When it comes to most subjects, I hate those three words. I hate not knowing about...well...anything. If I have to say I don't know, I am immediately making sure I know in the future. I'm googling, binging, yahooing until I have a complete mastery of the subject...except when it comes to my natural hair...<br />
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Now don't get me wrong. I did plenty of research when I decided to go natural. I continued my course of study as I transitioned (I'm so grateful YouTube is free). I knew everything I could possibly know about the structure of natural hair, it's needs and wants, the products I should and shouldn't use, possible styles and treatments. What I didn't know was what my own personal hair freed from chemicals and unburdened by treated hair would actually do.<br />
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I wore my hair up in a high poof for the first time this week. I'm almost 3 months post-Big Chop (10 days shy of the lunarversary) and until this week my hair wasn't long enough to stay under the band all the way around. My supervisor asked me if my hair grows fast. I told her, with what I know was a crazed, but happy look on my face, "I don't know!" When my hair was relaxed, the rate of breakage almost always matched or surpassed my rate of growth. I had little to no length retention, so I had no idea how fast my hair grew. <br />
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Everything about this journey is new. Will my hair curl tomorrow? I don't know! Will it stay stretched for more than 4 hours? *shrugs shoulders* For once, the thrill of discovery has outweighed my need to know.Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-79453665437507041712012-08-28T06:25:00.000-07:002012-08-28T06:25:20.689-07:00Bad Natural Hair Days <span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>So I know bad hair days are going to happen whether I'm relaxed or natural, but right now with my hair so short bad hair days seem a lot harder to fix without stepping in the shower and starting from scratch.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>I had an idea for a hair style, based on some I've seen demonstrated on YouTube. Last night I started braiding. Once I started I couldn't stop. When I was done I wasn't in love with it, but I convinced myself that in the morning with some fluffing it would be alright.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>This morning, there wasn't enough fluffing in the world to counteract the weird shape my head appeared to be between the braids and the free hair. Basically I'd braided too far back. I refused to waste all that braiding time by just undoing everything this morning, plus if I had unbraided it I'd have had stretched braid out hair in the front and curly afro in the back...not cute.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>So I partially unbraided the braids, did an abbreviated wash 'n go in the back and slapped on a head band. I'm still not in love with it, but it was good enough to go to work.</span></span></span><br />
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Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-45495680909254815952012-08-07T10:32:00.000-07:002012-08-07T10:32:03.683-07:00My Big Chop<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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So I did it. I got tired of dealing with two textures of hair and I was ready to cut it off myself. Luckily my sister called and talked me down (Put down the scissors...now.). My niece, fresh out of beauty school but not yet working, cut it for me for a reasonable price. That was two weeks ago...and as scared as I was, I love it. I almost don't want to grow it out.<br />
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Here are the best things about my TWA (teeny-weeny afro):<br />
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5. Styling...while my options are somewhat limited, the things I can do are easy and low maintenance. Afro, pushed back afro, pinned up afro, wash 'n go, twists, braids...<br />
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4. Rain...no umbrella? no problem. My hair can take it.<br />
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3. Money...store bought products are a little pricey, but I don't have much hair so I don't use much product.<br />
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2. Accessories...it's like I've got more room to explore now. Hair accessories, jewelry, clothes, make-up...whatever I want!<br />
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1. Driving...I can ride with the window down at 60 mph and my hair doesn't move!Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-39252212531468432032012-07-25T07:56:00.001-07:002012-07-25T07:56:05.175-07:00The Dying Art of Conversation<div class="boardPostBody">
<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>I went to a baby shower the other day at a restaurant and there were a few kids there. After everyone ordered and we were waiting the adults were all chatting, but the kids were glued to various hand held games (DS, smartphone, my not-so-smart phone). I looked at my mother and indicating the children said, "This is why conversation is a dying art." </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>Conversation, the art of conversing, used to be a taught skill. In Victorian novels an accomplished woman could sew, paint, play the piano, sing and CONVERSE. This is of course before smartphones, TVs or even radio. When adults gathered they relied on each other for entertainment. One of the things that made men respected, women attractive and children the pride of their parents was the ability to carry on a conversation on a variety of topics and with the proper amount of familiarity, respect, wit and humor.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>I've decided to bring this art form back with my sons. No more passing them my phone whenever they have to wait for more than 10 minutes. More family dinners around the table. They will learn to converse (not conversate...major pet peeve) intelligently. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: maroon;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif;"><span>What do you think?</span></span></span></div>Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-2391272490747298422012-07-09T08:34:00.002-07:002012-07-09T08:34:17.015-07:00Introducing the GC (Gradual Chop)Just a little hair update...<br />
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I've been transitioning for a few months now. I'm not really sure how long since it took awhile before I was definitely going natural as opposed to just late on my next relaxer. So anyway, my loving husband has been urging me to cut my hair. Among naturalistas this is referred to as the "Big Chop" or BC. I decided pretty early on that this wasn't really an option as far as I was concerned. I don't like my face too much with short hair and this would be super short hair! Now the transitioning journey generally still ends with a BC, when after a few inches of natural hair has grown all the remaining relaxed hair is cut. I don't have the emotional fortitude for a BC. <br />
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Now I haven't seen it anywhere else, so I don't know if this is a thing or not, so I'm introducing the GC...Gradual Chop. According to experts hair grows a 1/2 inch per month. Every month I cut approximately 1-2 inches of hair. Not only am I cutting it faster than it's growing but I'm cutting relaxed length in exchange for curly length. Bottom-line is my hair is getting shorter, I'm getting closer and closer to a head full of natural hair only and I'm learning how to deal with less and less "rescue hair", which is what I call the relaxed hair that I use to cover natural hair when a style has gone very wrong, very flat or is non-existent.<br />
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Imagine Linus (from Peanuts) having his blanket cut shorter and shorter until he's finally left with a pocket square...<br />
<br />Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-88928363385482032712012-05-25T06:26:00.002-07:002012-05-25T06:26:26.570-07:00Relationship Evaluation: Survivor or The Amazing RaceSo I was watching the Survivor finale when a commercial for The Amazing Race comes on and I realize, those two shows perfectly charactarize my current and previous relationships.<br />
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My previous relationship was like Survivor. Harsh conditions, deception, challenges, injuries, moments of fun and beauty, but ultimately only one of us was going to make it out alive. It sounds exciting, but more than anything it was...dramatic. <br />
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My currently relationship, my almost 10 year marriage to my best friend, is like The Amazing Race. We started together, we'll end together. We face obstacles and challenges, but we get through them by working together, communicating and compromising. There are moments of fun and beauty and moments of conflict, but the overall feeling is one of accomplishment and love.<br />
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What reality show would you compare your relationship to?Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-75582337684532370312012-05-01T06:53:00.000-07:002012-05-01T06:53:12.338-07:00Friendship 101If anyone knows where this class is being taught, please let me know. Like so many of life's lessons, this is one where I'm constantly learning. Given my current life goals, it's also an aspect of my life that I'm evaluating.<br />
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I don't have many friends (unless you count Facebook friends...of which I have 272). Friendships have always been difficult for me. As a little girl I was painfully shy and very sheltered. Non-family social interaction wasn't a priority for my parents...sometimes these interactions were even discouraged. Most of my friends growing up were my cousins. My non-family friends were the children of my parents' friends. Half-way through high school we moved half-way across the country. Making friends was complicated by my lack of experience and being the new girl in a school district where most of my classmates had either known each other since pre-school, or were bussed in from the city.<br />
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So the basics of friendship are what? Wikipedia <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friendship">(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friendship</a>) lists these:<br />
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<li>The tendency to desire what is <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Altruism" title="Altruism">best for the other</a></li>
<li><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sympathy" title="Sympathy">Sympathy</a> and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Empathy" title="Empathy">empathy</a></li>
<li><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Honesty" title="Honesty">Honesty</a>, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Truth" title="Truth">truth</a>, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart</li>
<li>Mutual <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Understanding" title="Understanding">understanding</a> and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compassion" title="Compassion">compassion</a>; ability to go to each other for emotional support</li>
<li>Enjoyment of each other's company</li>
<li><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trust_(social_sciences)" title="Trust (social sciences)">Trust</a> in one another</li>
<li>Positive <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reciprocity_(social_psychology)" title="Reciprocity (social psychology)">reciprocity</a> — a relationship is based on equal give-and-take between the two parties.</li>
<li>The ability to be oneself, express one's feelings and make mistakes without fear of judgement.</li>
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Given these parameters, not including my husband (who is unequivocally my best friend), I've only got a handful of real friends in this world. Do I want more? Not really. I've always been a quality over quantity type person. What I want is to be a better friend...make sure that my true friends feel appreciated and loved. Guess I've got some phone calls to make!Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3692758783875912964.post-84878818554424758232012-03-28T14:47:00.000-07:002012-03-28T14:48:14.727-07:00Sugar, Salt and Fat<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;">
<span style="font-family: Calibri;">In my quest to get back to basics, I’ve been changing my diet.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The goal is to eat clean, fresh, simple, one ingredient, unprocessed, unrefined foods.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Result…I’m running out of things to eat.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Here’s the thing: sugar, salt and fat are the things that make food taste good.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Whenever I cut back on one or two, I find myself elbow deep in the other.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’ve radically reduced my sugar and fat intake in order to keep to a low calorie diet, so my daily sodium is generally twice what it ought to be.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Besides being bad for my cardiovascular health, it makes me retain water, so it’s hard to see the progress I’ve made.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’m puffy!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I’m trying to figure out how to work this new challenge out, but it’s difficult.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If anyone has any suggestions, holla at me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Thanks!</span></div>Jan Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05514293170596434825noreply@blogger.com0